sweet words on my pillow of the man I once knew

yesterday blew by and the wind blew you too

on my pillow while i rest ur words eat at my heart

of white roses true love and never being apart

wild rides of the back of a bike flying far away

never looking back living for today

we were the same thats what bothers me

if we are the same are you thinking of me?

we are just a like we wanted all the same things

a wild child at heart craving love and done w/ games

so when I lay my head on my pillow at night I hope you know my friend

that your words put me to sleep they stay in my heart and will to the end

You are breaking my heart a little more everyday!
Just making it harder and harder for me to stay!
You know how much I love you, you have too.
I need you in my life I really do.
But you're making it so hard on me and I dont know why.
Sometimes I just want to break down and plead and cry.
I cant leave it alone and I cant let it be,
why cant you just marry me?
Its not fair that I am the one who always has to compromise.
You get whatever you want and I cant have this, WHY?
I am good to you and try to keep satisfied.
But you are hurting my heart my soul and pride.
Stop being so selfish its not always about you.
This is all I'm asking this is all you have to do.
But if you cant do this for me I cant promise I wont leave.
Because me needing you isnt enough I need you to need me.

Thank you mom for always being there.
Always loving me even when I didnt care.
You were the one who was there at night,
when I cried out you'd hold me tight.
You were the one who was disappointed in me,
the one who watched me when I did succeed.
I could never name all the things you did.
I cant remeber all the things you've said.
All thats been said and all we've been through,
no Mom could compare to a Mom like you.



I love you Mommy happy mothers day, thank you for being you for always being there. You are more perfect then words can say. After everything I've seen and been through I am so thankful for you. No one can compare to what you've done for your kids or what you've been through. I hope that I am half the mom you were and have half the strength. I love you so much Mommy!

Sometimes I just dont want to smile like I do
I dont want to be bubbly and happy just for you
Its hard to always be the one who says it'll all work out
To be the one who is always happy that has no doubts.
Its completely ironic to me thats all you see
She's completely hiding the real me
She turns me off and doesnt let me through
I was the one who threw the ashtray at you
She lets me out when theres been to much to drink
I was the one who gave your good friend a wink
She smiles and is as sweet as pie
She never frowns and she doesnt cry
I am the one who has to be angry all the time
Like being pissed off is such a fucking crime
You will figure out one day that she's not all cheery, glenda the good witch.
Under all those fake smiles and nice comments that girls a real fucking bitch.

the hurtful things you tend to say i've learn to to ignore
when you look at other girls i wonder why that dumb whore
and when you're sweet and have tender words to share
thats the special moments when I know you care
and sometimes the bad out weighs the good
and it gets so hard like I knew it would
and I wonder what it would be like to be without u in my life
thats when my heart hurts like being stabbed w/ a knife
thats when the real pain comes and the tears start to flow
without you i'm not me and i feel lost with no where to go
there is something about you that makes me feel great
our talks and love making playing video games real late
our friends our chats our childen and our fights
without all of that nothing for me would be all right.